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English TV starChloe Ferryshowed off her new figure after undergoingsurgeryto have herBrazilian Butt Lift (BBL)removed.
Posting her new look in her Instagram stories, Ferry stated she feels like herself again.
She cheekily explains that shes trying jeans on for the first time without [her]BBL!
Im really, really happy, I am so happy.
I get scared of going back to that mindset…it was dark.
I cant go back to feeling like that.
She continued, Ive been seeing atherapist.
I always doubt myself and look in the mirror and say I dont look nice today.
Im very mean to myself, and I need to give myself a break.
Ferry added, What is perfection?
It doesnt exist
Ive wasted my 20s chasing some girl I wasnt born to be.
Im broken and Im going to fix myself.
As she is now nearing her 30s, Ferry is dedicated to making things right for herself.
She added, I dont want to be known for having a big arse.
I want to go back to being the funny Chloe who doesnt worry about what she looks like.
Thats where my happiness is.
Something I dont speak about as it was a sensitive topic which I found hard to openly discuss.
Being put in the public eye at 19 years old was very daunting, I was naive and vulnerable.
The young woman I once loved being became self-conscious, looking for perfection.
This wasnt the case.
I suffered more depression, anxiety as well as physical discomfort.
A decision made without understanding the pros and cons.
A decision made on me hoping it would make me feel whole again, she concluded.
One user agreed with the star, adding, The world is cruel and people are cruel.
Social media especially drives people to pursue a life of perfection when in reality theres no such thing.
Youre brave for being honest about your insecurity and mental health brought on by the pressure of other PEOPLE.
I know from our discussions during your time on CGD how emotive this topic is for you.
Online users were quick to comment on Ferrys posts
