Ben said he wanted to keep their relationship private and away from the scrutinizing eyes of social media.
Then I sort of realized its not a fair thing to ask.
I dont think [Ben] is very comfortable with me doing all of this, she said.
But that doesnt mean hes comfortable being the muse.
They nearly said I do in 2003 but called off their wedding just days before the ceremony.
We had a big wedding planned14 ushers and bridesmaidsand three days before, we just crumbled under the pressure.
Ben believes it was the massive scrutiny around their private lives that led to their breakup.
Jennifer Lopez occasionally posts photos and videos of them together on social media
